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Τρίτη 28 Σεπτεμβρίου 2010

Mutiny

We sail through a sea of blind rage,
filling our sails with a wind of blind hate.
The crew is tired and the skipper disappoints them by reminding them to trim when they trim,
to prepare to go about when they prepare to go about.
Our morale sinks in the gutter as the spray from the sea soaks us,
Our companionship fades as we shiver in the cold wind.

There is a strong desire for mutiny on deck,
to hang the skipper on the mast with the Genoa line,
to fix him a cross with the spinnaker.

‘Skipper, the crew needs a good word, some good news, some humanity’

 And the wind grows stronger,
The waves like a wall approach from every side
surrounding the boat like a ring
for a moment all is quiet and we look at it before we start working the lines,
with our hearts overwhelmed by a sense of doom.

I do not want to drown in these waters.
I do not want to fill my lungs with rage or hate.

But my mind slipped overboard and drifts away,
my hands tie the knot,
my arms winch the struggling body.

And the drunk…

How eloquently put, how many beautiful words you know
Your words make no sense

And the drunk laughed and sung with a loud steady voice

Such is the truth,
one more wrinkle in the drunk’s face,
one more white hair added to many,
a burned eyelash by a cigarette lighter brought too close to the face by the unsteady hand.

And the kids played with hulas all morning, laughing and crying and laughing and crying looped under the watchful mind of their mothers.
Today there is no school,
no mentoring,
no advising,
no homework,
no lunchboxes,
no pencil sharpeners
no smell of coffee on the teacher’s breath. Just endless pairs of motherly eyes and minds watching…

This face is full of
clam cell lines,
beach shore lines,
traces of time shifting through the morning light that doesn’t touch the corner of the bar.

Such is the truth,
such is the logic lost in a sea of dejection,
glassy dreams,
hollow hope,
fake smiles,
nice words,
tidal waves of jokers beating you straight…and the kids played with hulas…

And the drunk made wrinkles and burned eyelashes.